I have noticed during my transition that my body is in pain, especially around the bowel area and hips area. I'm not on hormones but nonetheless I've noticed the changes in my personality. I'm sweeter and more sensitive again. (byebye detransition). I'm back to being a vegetarian too. For the first time ever, I noticed I can feel the fat on the back side of my hips. As I walk, it jiggles. Not much though. My nipples are sensitive to cold and they jiggle when I flick them. Also keep in mind my whole body is like super sensitive to temperature. 48 F and it felt FREEZING (This only used to happen when I was very sick.) I also noticed that lectures and other peoples' ideologies bother me more. Give me an hour of just about any speech and as I listen, I feel very offended.

I've been living in boy mode for a while now and I have the keen suspicion the guys I hang around believe I'm somehow different.

I also saw this big boned girl who I believe is MTF transsexual. I almost spoke to her.

I don't know what's happening. All I know is it's different than anything I have ever felt before.

Are you saying that you're not on hormone therapy, but you've noticed biological/emotional/psychological changes that tend toward what you define as typical for a female..?

i think you are having a placebo effect.

Also...Im curious as to know why you are a non-vegetarian when you detransition but a vegetarian when you do transition. Do you associate women as vegetarians and men as meat eaters?

Quote from: Annah on February 02, 2012, 07:40:14 PM
Also...Im curious as to know why you are a non-vegetarian when you detransition but a vegetarian when you do transition. Do you associate women as vegetarians and men as meat eaters?

I'm curious as well. And especially about this:

QuoteI also noticed that lectures and other peoples' ideologies bother me more. Give me an hour of just about any speech and as I listen, I feel very offended.

Quote from: ~~BebeLyss~~ on February 02, 2012, 02:39:44 PM

I'm back to being a vegetarian too.

Give me an hour of just about any speech and as I listen, I feel very offended.

I don't know what's happening. All I know is it's different than anything I have ever felt before.[/color]

You're becoming sexist. Go seek help

I'm sorry, but I don't think gender dysphoria is the biggest issue that you need to deal with right now.

Quote from: Jaime on February 02, 2012, 11:15:28 PM
I'm sorry, but I don't think gender dysphoria is the biggest issue that you need to deal with right now.

This. Definitely this

Quote from: Jaime on February 02, 2012, 11:15:28 PM
I'm sorry, but I don't think gender dysphoria is the biggest issue that you need to deal with right now.

I was going to post that but it would sound much meaner if it came from under my fingers.

You're either a champion in trolling, or you really need to get yourself checked out.

Sweety, feeling like a woman is one thing, going through major physical changes without taking in some form of hormones is another. Your body isn't gonna go "Okay, today you think you're a woman. Alright lads, time to start producing E! Get to it!"

And seriously, becoming a vegetarian just because you feel womanly again? What kind of crock is that?

Quote from: Maja.V on February 02, 2012, 11:59:34 PM
I was going to post that but it would sound much meaner if it came from under my fingers.

You're either a champion in trolling, or you really need to get yourself checked out.

Sweety, feeling like a woman is one thing, going through major physical changes without taking in some form of hormones is another. Your body isn't gonna go "Okay, today you think you're a woman. Alright lads, time to start producing E! Get to it!"

And seriously, becoming a vegan just because you feel womanly again? What kind of crock is that?

I seriously do not think s/he is a troll. I do think s/he has an obsession with complete femininity. So much so, that it's caused delusion.

Quote from: Alainaluvsu on February 03, 2012, 12:05:55 AM
I seriously do not think s/he is a troll. I do think s/he has an obsession with complete femininity. So much so, that it's caused delusion.

I wouldn't discount the troll possibility, I've seen some people put a lot of work and effort into this sort of thing before, on yahoo and ms. If they are for real, then they do need to spend some quality time with a good psychiatrist before pursuing any sort of real transition.

Quote from: Alainaluvsu on February 03, 2012, 12:05:55 AM
I seriously do not think s/he is a troll.

If you saw how this person posted how transgender people are going to hell on mine and other people's youtube accounts you probably wouldn't be thinking that

Quote from: Annah on February 03, 2012, 01:59:45 AM
If you saw how this person posted how transgender people are going to hell on mine and other people's youtube accounts you probably wouldn't be thinking that

While that is very pathetic, I'd still have to say s/he is not trolling just based on the body language s/he used in his/her videos. I think we have a person that is more a result of rock bottom self esteem that is desperate for a place to belong. S/he probably sees femininity as something that embodies acceptance and less expectation, thus hopes others see him/her as a female so that s/he doesn't have to deal with his/her sense of lonliness or necessity of expectation. That's not to say s/he is worthless or terrible at everything or whatever, it's just s/he may feel this way. Of course this is only my observation, and well.. frankly I'm wrong alot so.. hey, a troll s/he could be!