Now I understand why it's so hard for some people to wait to get their HRT. I have the bottles in my Hands and I know if I start them right now Sperm bankinging won't work when I get back from this job. I'm going to have to leave them here at my house or I know I'll break down out on the job. It will make coming home insane for me because I don't even know if I'll be gone 2 weeks or 4. Or longer. working 7 days a week, 12 hours a day and every day is waiting to come home and start. Gahhhhh. Ok Ok I have to get back to packing. stop thinking about it. I can set it up to go make a deposit the very day I come home. Or something like that right? And it's probably better that I do it right after cause I have to wear loose cloths at work so I won't be cooking the little swimmers. So more will be there to be frozen. yes that's a good way to look at it right?
>.< It's bad when you know your crazy and still high functioning. High functioning, Necrotic, Chaotic, Transgender, Mad, Genius. Oh and Arrogant apparently.
Going in to my Endo to get the prescriptions was a strange thing. Well I thought that maybe I would find my self having droughts or being scared. But it didn't happen. I mean sure I was nervous, but when I ask my self, why. It was because this is so important. Afterwords I went strait to the Pharmacy. I went to pick it up and the girl ask me for my ID. Then when I showed her it, she said no I ment YOUR ID. So I told her it WAS my id, and thats what the pills where about. and she looked at the bag, then me then the bag then me, then quietly swiped the card. I think I overloaded her. I can't make my self feel hurt by any of that because well. It's flattering that my old ID is no good. and I can TOTALLY understand how I must have hit her, coming at her cold.
Ok Packing time, Bunny Cage is cleaned and stocked, Mr Wiggles the Guinea Pig has enough hay that he tunneled in and made a fort out of it. Computer systems are online, and bunny Cam is operational. It's always hard leaving.
