Hi, I feel like I was just born after 20+ years of depression, thoughts of suicide, and fear that I was some odd freak. Thanks to one person who I was able to tell my "shame" to, It took me a few years after to really understand that it wasn't too late, and that I don't have to live live as a boy named Bryan when I've spent my entire life thinking I should be someone else.
Whose that someone else's name, I don't know yet, But I like her already, I've decided I want HRT and will be taking the steps to get there this year, which includes coming out to people around me, which still honestly scares me... but I'm tired of not living my life due to that fear.
=] A lot of it was thanks to seeing that there was people like me. I'll always hate myself for not being honest with myself and being brave when I was younger, but the future is my goal now.
I know I look a bit ugly (urgh my teeth .-.), but this is me at the end of a long road of self hate and at the start of a long road to becoming me =]
