Funny thing, I do not identify as ftm (more fta, I suppose). Anyway, I ordered a binder (which is too small) and I decided to experiment with a packer, see what I thought. Esp since I have done a lot of obsessing over stp and actually have an stp device (transmission fluid funnel-- LOL, well it does work!) I will not pack with it (the packer not transmission fluid funnel!!) a. It is too crazy big and b. not sure that I want to actually try and pass.
But it does make me feel different or something. I can't explain it. Btw, the "small" (which is huge actually) does not have a chip, and is white as a ghost. I think I will graduate from it.
--Jay Jay