Attempted to do chin ups and hurt my arm in the process.

Sometimes about once a year I feel the need to go sit in the garden at night with a cup of tea and just think. So I did, next door have fairy lights in there  garden and the other next door for some strange reason has a clock on there little green house. I like them they make everything so peaceful. I got comfy on the bench, played some of the more soothing U2 songs, saw a few stars. I even saw a cloud shaped like a dragon.

Then I wondered about that saying 'there's plenty more fish in the sea'. I wondered about my fish, what she might be like, where she is and will I ever find her. I hope I do...soon. I have quite a few friends if you count the ones at work, not so many if you don't. There's a gap though and it makes me feel lonely.

I like my garden visits, perhaps if I'm still in this strange mood tomorrow night I will do it again.

I went to the eye doctor to get a visual field test. My goodness, it was so difficult trying to keep my eyes and head perfectly still. And when I did, I felt like I was slowly suffocating. Thankfully, I finally finished it!

Re-joined facebook...oh my..

My friend brought me to a restaurant at a truck stop called T/A in Rogers, MN. He treated me for graduating from college. The restaurant serves yummy food & seconds are always free, if you can finish the first meal. I certainly don't have problems eating seconds, but I got this HUGE lasagna & could not finish eating it. So I took the left overs home. The food was very delicious!   

Quote from: casey on May 15, 2012, 12:31:20 AM
Lol. Something I will never do again, fb is just way too creepy for me to handle. It appears everywhere.

That sounds really lovely (the garden part). Sometimes I think about sitting in our yard and doing the same. It's not as nice as yours sounds...I really want to get a house and make it beautiful. Like a home. *drifting* As for the "fish", I'm sure you'll find her. I felt the same before I met my ex, and I feel the same now...that gap...but the world is a huge place for a reason, and there's a ton of people out there to love.

Creepy Is the right word for fb.

The garden is lovely but it's very small and you can't do it during the day cause all you hear us a bunch of screaming kids running up and down the street. I would go for it and try it in your yard if I was you. It's great for thinking. Maybe I will find her I guess I should just keep looking.

I went to 2 different shopping centres today and neither had what I wanted. On the plus side I got David Bowles greatest hits =D

I applied for some jobs.

I will continue to apply for some more too.

Quote from: JasonRX on May 15, 2012, 04:55:29 PM
I applied for some jobs.

I will continue to apply for some more too.

ditto

Quote from: JayKyle on May 15, 2012, 09:29:09 PM
ditto

Thirded

I applied to Red Lobster online today and loked at the Black Ops 2 trailer several times.  I also ate an eggroll.

Today changed my Call of Duty: Black Ops Clan Tag to "YAOI"

Not a lot except lay around in bed with an attractive young woman.. 

Quote from: kelly_aus on May 19, 2012, 12:43:30 AM
Not a lot except lay around in bed with an attractive young woman.. 

Do you have another woman you can send my way? 

Quote from: Malachite on May 19, 2012, 12:51:01 AM
Do you have another woman you can send my way? 

Yeah and if that other woman could also have a sister who could be sent my way that would be great 

today I have avoided doing anything I actually needed to do. Fun times.

I dont want to go to work >.< Im beginning to dislike it, they've shoved an hours extra work on me without giving me anymore help and then they wonder why im behind.

cardio on the treadmill, little faster than a walk since I still cant run till december do to having my right hip replaced. Then light weights for an hour. Sitting in my office doing some billing....ugh hate paperwork maybe goibg to see avengers tonight.....fingers crossed.

cleaned up cat poo -_-

I just lost my temper and told my roommate to shut up about something. I'm not sure what happened. We were talking, and then we were arguing, and I didn't understand what we were arguing about, so I said let's just drop it, and he kept going and going and I snapped at him and he stormed off.

Quote from: Malachite on May 19, 2012, 03:21:56 PM
cleaned up cat poo -_-

you thought you cleaned up cat poo but in actual fact, I hopped across the Atlantic, found your house, left you a present and came home in time for tea.   

Quote from: Tom on May 19, 2012, 05:16:34 PM
you thought you cleaned up cat poo but in actual fact, I hopped across the Atlantic, found your house, left you a present and came home in time for tea.   

lol so your presents make squirting noises?

Today I went to a woman's meeting for our church. >.>

I attended peer counselor training for the GBLT National Helpline, and it was like drinking from a fire hose. Some of the call scenarios were triggering, but they stressed that we won't be taking calls solo until we feel we're ready for it.

I hope I can do this. My support system has been so unbelievably great, that I want to be part of a support system for others. But, I feel my confidence wavering. The next 6 weeks will be educational, indeed.