My wife Nikki starts her new job today and I know last night she had very bad anxiety about it, hence the attitude torwards me. She is very nervous and afraid that she wont be liked or run into old friends from the past that she does not want to socialize with anymore. I found a great shirt last night so I bought it, and when I got home she tried it on and unfortunately it didn't look right on her at all. She doesn't feel right going into work wearing everything woman except her shirt. She also was panicking because she always has her nails painted and gets manicures, but last week Nikki and I were very busy Tuesday until Thursday helping my mother clean up her old apartment and pack her things because she moved out and had to get it ready for inspection. Lastnight she ended up painting her nails her self which she wasn't happy with how they turned out so she started to panic more about that. I told Nikki we will go down on Wednesday to get manicures together when she gets off work. I told her don't worry everything will be fine. This morning I woke her up and made her lunch and Coffey and everything else she needed. Poor thing didn't hardly get any sleep. I know everybody gets nervous about their first day of work but I couldn't imagine on how hard it is for somebody who is transgendered and going back to work at a place that knows that they are trans.
Everybody please keep her in your prayers as I worry about her today. When she left for work I started to cry, I am so used to her being at home and cleaning and being a great housewife. I hope she gets treated good and that people there are excepting of her being transgendered as she transitions more and more. I pray to god that she will like this job because I know that if you like a job your more happier and you work harder. As for me I like my job it's challenging and my coworkers don't like me but I stick it out because I'm supposed to transfer soon. I hope Nikki doesn't get treated like I do at my job and that it's not a stressful environment for her.
I don't work until later so I guess all I can do is just worry right now until her day is over and hope all goes well.
Thank your everybody for reading this ~~~HUGS~~~
