Crossdressing to me was rather different, the only thing that I ever wanted, at that time was long hair and smooth skin (not through shaving). So when I started cd-ing I choose to go out only with other cds to local gay pubs and to the very famous Taxi Club. About a year later, I started 'entertaining' men if you know what I mean
When I started hormones and my skin became softer and my hair started growing longer, I didn't feel like meeting guys for sex anymore (which is kinda awkward - because it takes very little effort). It also made me realise that cd-ing was just a phase in my life and who I am today is the real person behind the façade.
These days however, I hardly visit any of the gay areas and I remember coming out crying from Taxi when I went there last year. I really didn't fit there and I felt awful when I was constanly being hit by ->-bleeped-<-s. I just coudln't bring myself to meet any more ->-bleeped-<-s...
This is me when I was a CD
This is me a year into transition
And this was from few weeks ago...
