The curiosity of others is a strange thing. The last couple hurt my feelings the way they acted in the parking lot at work but something new has started with a new couple. I could not see the guy talking but the woman asked him "who the girl was." He had to of told her about me. She obviously did not believe him two days later parked just out side the door with car lights on high beem. Waiting I stood inside looking out the window to see just how long they would stay there. It was funny watching this. Something must be working about HRT. The guy knows me. He has seen me at work for sometime but she made me feel good about myself. Her unbelief made my day.

Hi jainie marlena,

I am pleased there is a positive experience here. It is always uplifting to read these little pearls that may seem small but make us happy, give us confidence, that we look like our target gender and offer impetus to our journey. I don't know if we have a thread along these lines. I have been meaning to post some of these small but meaningful steps, will have to do this. I like hearing about these happenings and hope others post more like this.

Jamie

I love posting small things like this. It is harder for me to pass in the summer so every time I do it makes me feel great. thanks for the complement I hope other post stuff like this also. I would love to hear about from others as well. It really is a driving force pushing me forward"impetus" I had to look it up. lol.

jainie marlena,

Just saw your video about your life & transition & your latest one. You are a survivor! In my late 20's a long time ago, I got stuck on a midnight shift, alone, no social life, I got depressed but I would never let myself go to suicidal as at 5 years of age I was very sick and almost died. That memory & not doing that to my family, every sunrise is a minor miracle for me & I love my life & looking forward to more happy years ahead. We are survivors. I notice the time you have been on hormones in the latest video, your face is slimming to feminine. "Impetus," driving force, you got it right. I hope your marital situation improves.

Wondering if a thread like "Good news in baby steps," in a mtf forum & a ftm forum would work?

Take care. Have a Great weekend.

Jamie