Hello , I love you all so much!!!
It burns and I mammed all the time now. even unshaved. I cannot act or do anything guy and refuse all low frequencies of anger saddness everything like that. I am a smiley fem woman now. So I am trying to find clothes that work. I am casual and Live on the Hot side of Hawaii big island. I have a full lace wig I am costomising the way I want it. Ant suggestions of lace wigs in the humid tropics. I am getting scalp protector for the glue to last in the humidity and sweat. I also was windering about eye liner. Should I just go with Mac everything or is there High quality less price, animal friendly? I will be more brown , eyeliner, and macera, light silvery and peach shadow, No foundation because of heat. I do not need it though. My body is braud sholders and still have some muscle mass but still kinda fem. It looks as if shirts that have the shoulders showing but have sleaves take away the broad look. I would like suggestions and pics of shirts that work for this. I am going to wear shorts and jeans mostly. With my build I want my sisters to help me with what works. I am just trying on things at the thrift stores here inb Kona. T shirts are a huge no no. too big on top. I have been telling this town for years to not think of me as a guy plus Hawai is a great place to transition. People I have told I am going to present as my self and female , they say cool, cant wait to see it. So I have overwheling confidence and people love it. I shine light and give unconditional love to all. I am not made at humanity for downing on us. I want to heal them and show them how much love I can give. I am one proud woman , And Angel of light to lead by example.
Give the the advise girls . I am open for suggestions. I am very very very happy and over joyed. I am just blurting oout what I am doing all over. Seems very supportive. I know I will find those who do not like it and have something to say. That would be like not jumping in a pool because even though it is full of water you only choose to see the air in the water and will not jump. So you stand in the heat in fear of your own illusion.
I truly love you all. Know your time is coming. i also have GRS surgery coming free from the state for a surgey they must pay for and the GRS makes his surgery why why easier. It is critical if testicals stay but removing the liquid in the sack and testicals makes it go very easy. He just takes ev erything. Give yourself a hydroceal, ins. will givce you GRS without knowing it. I have state ins.
Dont be jellious, I have concentraited on the universe to deliver me a way without money to have this for thrfee years and held the thought. It came, You can do anything you want if the intention is what you believe to be true in your heart it comes. it really does. 

I use Oil Resistant White Glue.  Works well in heat and with sweat.

I use a liquid eye-liner by Almay as an eyeliner and eyeshadow in one. It is slightly shimmery too.   It seems tto last in the heat.
Almay "intense i-color, 024 raisin quartz' 
Seeing I am now addicted to false eyelashes I have stopped using mascara altogether. 

Summers here in Tasmania are a lot cooler and generally a lot less humid than they would be in Hawaii.  Now that I have enough boob to get away with a padded bra, I just wear fairly close fitting T-Shirts that don't make me look too big across the chest, unlike the baggy kind.  Otherwise light blouses.
Due to skin cancer rates here, most people cover up pretty well these days anyway.  That is always a good excuse, and gives a reason for a floppy hat that will give good cover too.

I don't know the Hawaiian word, but apparently their society had a place for us.  Does that still apply?  If so, I know who I would be spending time with.

Karen.

I love the absoluteness of your post title, "I'm going full time right now!"

Five years of hormones, Lost family, life, money. I have nothing to loose and refuse to hold or build a life I am not so. As soon as my glue gets in the mail My hair is on and the guys punk shirts are getting girly cuts. I have no money and am doing it all with confidence. Besides Passability to me is just being myself. they cannot tell what I am. Not sure why, I will be in total guy clothes not trying voice or anything and on comes the ,"have a good day mam, will that be it for you mam? I know I do not write here much and that is because i write about consciousness on lightworkers sights and anywhere people my be looking for happiness.
Love you,,,