I honestly don't know where this feeling has come from but there is no getting away from it - I have a crush on the guy who sits next to me in work.  Dear me, I just hope he never reads this !!

I don't know why I feel this way about him, maybe it's just the fact that he has been really good with me over the last few weeks.  Even with all the crying and mopping about I have been doing in work lately he always takes the time to check I am okay and asks if I want to talk about things.  It's a nice feeling when no matter how much of a moody cow I have been someone still takes time to show they care.

But it's also the other little things he does.  I normally have a collection of plastic knives, forks and spoons on my desk so I can eat my yoghurt and bowl of fruit during the day.  My plastic cutlery was starting to disappear so I accused him of "pinching" it all, although it later turned out it wasn't him so I had to apologise.  We then had the incident where I told him off for eating his yoghurt straight out the pot and then scooping what was left at the bottom out with his finger, talk about no manners - how gross.  Since both of those occasions he has made a point of bringing a supply of plastic cutlery back from the canteen everyday, lol.  It might not be the same as flowers but no guy has ever taken the time to bring me plastic cutlery before and made such a point about doing it.

Then there is the fact that everything he seems to do in life is like an adventure, he makes me laugh so much just by telling me the things he gets up to.  How someone can have so much to tell about the simple journey between home and work is beyond me.  I really shouldn't tease him so much but I can't help myself, it's like he walks round with a sign on saying "tease me".  He makes me feel like I want to wrap him up in cotton wool and take him home with me so he will be safe.  And what can I say about his smile.  How a guy can smile at me and give my butterflies in my tummy beats me, he is just too damn cute.  I just need to remember to breathe when he is talking to me and too not make a complete fool of myself, lol 

So that's the all about the guy I have a crush on, it's the first crush I have ever had on someone and it's kinda scary in a way but also nice at the same time.  He is living with his girlfriend so I know there is no way anything is ever going to happen and neither would I want it to.  Things are nice just the way they are thank you very much.  Although once I cure him of this bad habit he has of leaving his chair in my way when he goes somewhere he is gonna be the perfect guy !!!!

So who can remember their first crush ?

Becky
xx

heh heh.  gotta say never thught I could got one. now I do & I'm dancin' 

My art teacher, second year of primary school. Longish blond hair that flopped over his eyes, very tall, gently spoken and gorgeous. Ah memories.  He was old though, like 36 and I was very young. lol

It was either this kid that lived in my neighborhood, or this kid that was in my preschool, his name was elmo. And I only remember because of his name. ~laugh~

Well, my first crush on a guy was one whom I worked with at my last job.  Unfortunately, I was still living as male at the time.

I went out with my first crush when I was 14 and he was 17, and our friendship is still strong after loads of years have passed. He's a great mate (like a brother really) and makes sure I'm okay and that no-one messes me about.

i'll never forget my first crush or my first love. they are both a part of me that got me where i am today. that's why they are worth being remembered. i'm in a relationship now and every once in a while something will remind me of an old love and i just smile. not because i miss them and want to be with them but because i can look back and see good times we shared. i learned a lot from those relationships.  that help me with my relationship today; so don't feel guilty or that you have to forget your first crush or love. they are a part of you and always will be.

Quote from: Hidrix on May 06, 2007, 02:07:23 AM
heh heh.  gotta say never thught I could got one. now I do & I'm dancin' 

gotta crush now.  fallin hard 4 her.  she know who she is. Im dancin'

Oh gosh! I have a crush on this soft butch who I keep running into at AA meetings, we were  sitting on the bus today face to face, her sitting next to her (I hope) pal, we made love with our eyes, her pal (?) kept catching us and looking like WTF is going on, I was absolutely melting, and I Know I am way hotter than her pal, I just kept thinking I wish I already had my new equipment! All in due time, I guess!

We have yet to talk but every time we meet the eyes say it all!

I aint got a crush no more.  I'm alredy in luv & I'm dancin'

My first crush was in elementary school (yeah I was a bad girl even then) I dont think he liked me back everytime he saw me looking he would scream
-stop looking at me!-