Hi Wolf Man,
What you are feeling and experiencing is nothing unusual for those of us on a HRT programme.
I know we all crave, just THAT bit more, but without the knowledge and experience that comes with our medical professional, it is a very high risk to take matters into our own hands.
HRT, can cause major organ failure that can result in death due to toxicity levels alone. That's why we have Endo's/GP's whatever. And if your Dr. is down to small changes such as 1/8ths, there is an obvious reason.
While ever you are on shots, you'll never lose that roller coaster between shots. Is there a transdermal (implant) option for T? That option would provide you with a constant dosage rate that would even out that roller coaster effect.
Next time you meet, push the envelope and rant and rave. Perhaps you'll find the truth of the matter.
In the meantime, be safe, well and happy.
Lotsa huggs
Catherine