Hi, I'm Jamie-Zachary, I am 19 years old, I will be 20 next month 9th october. I am ftm and I live in a childrens home and have been since my 3rd birthday, 17 years next month, my carers are the closest thing I have to a family, I am in contact with my real family, or rather I was, they refuse to have anything to do with me because of my music taste, style, intrests and more importantly because I am trans. My sister's wish me dead and my older brother accepts me but he doesn't talk to me because of the rest of my family. I have trans friends both ftm and mtf but they always have a go at me because I pass better than they do, they don't understand that I have been dissowned and shunned by my family for it, I can't tell my foster family because I'm scared they will do it aswell, my 11 year old foster sister knows though and she tries hard to call me Jamie and refers to me as her big brother but not around my carers.
It would be nice to have some older people to support me as all I have is people younger than me and 1 friend a year or 2 older than me.
