What fresh new heaven is this?  

My name is Amanda.  I'm 47 and eagerly awaiting my hormone readiness assessment in September.  
My first experience?  I was 5, there was a glass with a silhouette of a Playboy bunny in stockings, and a pair of my mother's stockings under the bathroom sink.  I locked the door, and have been hooked ever since!  

What a wonderful resource this forum has been for me; I am so grateful for everyone sharing their stories, they have had a profound effect on me.  What I didn't expect was to see so many here near my age who look so fabulous and whose stories are so inspiring.
xoxoxoxoxo
Amanda