Sorry I was focused on getting studying done for this exam tomorrow.
Anyway, what can I say? I think I might be finally accepting myself for who I am. I've been fighting it for years, always bouncing in and out of depression (which I keep hidden from everyone) and gone through cycles of binge drinking (thats why I dropped out of college) and isolating myself in order to escape my problems. Luckily, I have a good friend I knew in high school who is currently giving me some support at the moment. I've been part of these kind of communities before but only for breif periods, but now I am trying to start anew and really get the support and advice I need. Sadly, I am somewhat in the worse predicament at the moment for doing all of this, might share the reasons for that some other time, but acceptance has always been a huge issue for me, so maybe if I can at least get that down for the time being I will be better off. I'm in my mid twenties, currently in studying nuclear power engineering. And yea, that is all for now I guess.
Thanks for having me.
