Ello again all.
I've been posting here and there and even though I had a long span of inactivity I thought I would give a few details about myself and see what suggestions I could get.
The photos below show what I look like right now and this is all pre-everything. *The VA is hopefully gonna start my counciling in a few weeks, hoping hoping* but my question is how much will the hormones effect me and how much FFS do you all think I'll need?
I know I still need to work on my weight I'm 250lbs and 6ft even. Hope these pictures will help in the answers I'm seeking.

Here's one my hubby took of me as I just got done wetting down my hair. The brat that he is. :p

This one I was told my smile was fake.


And this is the final and best one IMO.
Thanks for all responses as you can imagine how anxious and nervous I am about this.
~Gadg