Hey there,
I can understand your fears...
QuoteAnd I have tastes of both of those worlds. But right now...I'm just sitting here...scared as hell. Scared as hell because I'm recognizing the sacrifices that have to be made. I'm seeing the risks involved in what I may have to leave behind. And it scares the hell out of me. Sometimes I question....Is it REALLY worth it? RIght now I want to crawl under the covers and hide from the world....and not face the many realities that are ME.
I had/have them as well. One that I've gotten over and moved on with is the fact that my wife's brother has disowned us and doesn't want to see us anymore. At first we were a little shocked and saddened by this. But you know something, we got over it. If that's the way he feels about us, how does he feel about others who may not fit into his idea of what is normal. We are now doing quite well without him.
The other fear we have is our daughter. She is our only child, our pride and joy
The problem is although I am out to her and she knows all about me, she hasn't been able to get her head around it. She still visits, phones, and is great, but she doesn't want to see me any other way but as her dad. My wife thinks we should give her an ultimatum, that she has to meet Stephanie. I'm a little torn with this as she may reject us both completely. Just one of those decisions we are going to have to make and prepare to live with the consequences of that decision.
Just my thoughts,
Steph
Fear of the unknown - it's a hard battle huh!