Hi Kimberly,
Welcome to Susan's Place. There's no need to be too depressed, you are among friends here. It's like one big happy family, you know like one of those Christmas family gatherings, except we have it year round.
I remember the first function I attended with my wife's family. She came from a family of 9. With all the 'rellies', it was like rent-a-crowd.
Keep in touch and let us know how you are coping. In the meantime, be safe, well and happy.
Lotsa huggs
Catherine