Feeling so very sick and let me share please...

[Shawn Sunshine]

   I am actually in a blitz right now,  kinda hell here now in this small town ,

let me share with you what happen this week"

Oh I wish i could have had some help this week, i have been feeling so
sick, had allergies, could not sleep, had insomnia, and on top of that
I have been in a manic state due to my being bi polar....going to see
the doctor finally today...have only slept 1 or 2 hours per night 7
days in a row!!

I need to tell you I got also mentally sick from smelling and seeing
all my male clothes and how dirty and nasty my house was. So I was
also spending time being frugal and learning to use things that I had
in a new way, the way a woman would, by really taking the time to be
delicate and clean and think about how something that might be junk
can help me.

At least I have good news there, I want to share with you all the
wonderful things I have been learning, I pray I can get out of
Greenville very fast, before I loose my mind.

Please pray for me, as I am hurting bad inside still now and I need
friends I can trust.

If you have seen the thread I posted in the just for us section it would also help explain how things are going from good to wacky and then back again 

[Bexi]

Sorry to hear that hun  . Sounds like everything is turning against you at the moment. Being ill, you already feel vulnerable and crappy, then to have the added effects of insomnia must be hell. Hopefully the doctor can give you something to help with the allergies or you begin to feel better asap.

Also, on the positive side - you did clean your house 

I'm sure that each and every one of us on here is wishing you all the best
Stay strong
X

[MadelineB]

Hope you've been able to sleep sweetie and calm your troubled nerves.
We all know how overwhelming everything can feel when there is no down time.
Praying for ya!

[Jamie D]

Shawn, housework can be therapeutic.  Especially when tossing out your old life.

[crazy old bat]

wanna come clean my house? 

[Jamie D]

wanna come clean my house?

(I wouldn't touch the carpet, until the hot dog bits have been cleaned out.)

[crazy old bat]

(I wouldn't touch the carpet, until the hot dog bits have been cleaned out.)

I already took care of that and then spotbotted it to be sure.

[Jamie D]

I already took care of that and then spotbotted it to be sure.

I found baking soda takes care of the dog barf odor.

[JustMe]

  I am actually in a blitz right now,  kinda hell here now in this small town ,

let me share with you what happen this week"

Oh I wish i could have had some help this week, i have been feeling so
sick, had allergies, could not sleep, had insomnia, and on top of that
I have been in a manic state due to my being bi polar....going to see
the doctor finally today...have only slept 1 or 2 hours per night 7
days in a row!!

I need to tell you I got also mentally sick from smelling and seeing
all my male clothes and how dirty and nasty my house was. So I was
also spending time being frugal and learning to use things that I had
in a new way, the way a woman would, by really taking the time to be
delicate and clean and think about how something that might be junk
can help me.

At least I have good news there, I want to share with you all the
wonderful things I have been learning, I pray I can get out of
Greenville very fast, before I loose my mind.

Please pray for me, as I am hurting bad inside still now and I need
friends I can trust.

If you have seen the thread I posted in the just for us section it would also help explain how things are going from good to wacky and then back again 

Sorry that you're not feeling well, but if it makes you feel any better, I think that men might actually be neater than women. I'm a biological female and I'm a massive slob...can't help it. And I don't think I'm particularly delicate in my cleaning style either. So you just make messes however you do and clean however you do and smile and be ok with that.

[justmeinoz]

Hop[efully your allergies and insomnia are on the way to being controlled. 

Cleaning and rearranging the house can make it feel new, so that is a start.  You are taking action, which is hard when you are not well, so give yourself another pat on the back for that too.

Karen.