@Sadieblake , Thank you for sharing your experiences. You have been a lot more courageous than I have been.
I wanted to see what it was like with a man. If that does not work out and depending on the female's expression with sex I would be very comfortable with a female. I like being friends with females and doing things with females it is just that they do not have male genitalia. There are some females the love to exercise, hike, very long distance target shoot, muscle cars and be dominant in a sexual relationship. Perhaps that would be the perfect match.
I always pictured myself with a male in a female role, always. If a female can fill the male role I think that would work fine.
@Dietlind ,thank you for saying I am good looking. My body no matter what is something I have issues with. I am thin and my visceral fat is going away so that is good. I do not think I will ever think my body will look great.
Having a lot of guys that look at a pic and say they are interested or want to meet is different than them reading my profile which says I am a post-op transwoman. Further, if they read my profile will they understand what a post op trans woman is? Many live 50 miles or so away so I am eliminating them. I am posting to just those that say they want to meet me and close by. I think that is 30 or so. I eliminate those that are more than 30 miles away.
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Papillion
I had 3.5 hours of electrolysis with numbing today. Then a vaginal visit with Dr. McGinn. My vaginal looks really good I am so happy (reason I have finally wanted to date). She want to do another procedure in a year and I said ok. Bianna wrote my HRT scripts and it will be delivered from a compounding pharmacy. The called and it is all arranged.
Dr. McGinn and her staff have been so very good to me I can not get over it. I am a very luck woman.
I am cleared for spinning, rucking, lifting and other things.
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So I have to ask myself, why am I looking for another person to be in my life? Is it friendship, companionship, sharing activities, sex or filling in some open time in my otherwise busy schedule. How deep do I want to take a relationship? I am very very apprehensive in dating another person.
Happy Monday,
Rachel
I am 180 ish pounds and 6'2". I am thin and muscular from the butt down. I will work on the upper body now that I am more comfortable in the gym.
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