I don't think my T levels have changed since my last blood test, they were 47.8 then. I've mentioned before that my voice cracks quite frequently, but I'm confused about the pitch. I used to be able to hit that low A in Going to California (A..2? Yeah, that's it) on a good day. That hasn't happened in a while, now the lowest note above the vocal fry range hovers between D3 and E3, depending on the time of day, maybe sometimes a C. It also changes when I'm singing a song. I have a distinct break right below F5 which hasn't moved, but sometimes it's possible to hit that note without a problem and other times I could try and it'll just never happen. My voice gives me dysphoria because so many of my cismale friends have a voice like Morgan Freeman and next to them, it's like I'm a 12 year old who swallowed helium (yes, that is an exaggeration and I know it but that's what it feels like).
Tried hitting that low A again, it's possible today but the tone quality is terrible. Any idea why my range is fluctuating like this, and has anyone else experienced the same? I don't think this goes in voice therapy since it's concerning my natural voice and not altering it, just wondering what the heck it's doing.
Edit: I'm a derp
