A friendly 'Hello' from germany!

First I want to tell you that my English is not so good. So please excuse my strange English and my slightly crazy grammar.
So please do not write so complicated! Because Google knows not everything (but a lot)!

(This does not mean that I only google! You believe it or not, but some English I can speak and write.)

I have nothing against improvements or advices.
If my language seems a bit rude, sorry. It is not meant that way.
So enough of my bad English, I think I should begin to tell something about me.

My actually name is Mira, but please call me Crona or Crona Arim.
I currently live in a small town near Dortmund in Germany, Nrw.
I go to a comprehensive school.
My hobbies are playing Go and chess, drawing, playing guitar, read, video games, play football and Ninjutsu (martial arts).
I even define myself as neither female nor male, I rather think I am something in between. In any case can I say I am I, and that is good!
Me busy, the fact that I want to break out of these male and female categories. I just simply do not know how.
I do not need to count on the help of my family , they call me abnormal, they want me to force again into the role of a simple girl and forbid me the contact to my little cousins, because I would be supposedly an bad influence for them.They destroyed my childhood with hatred, disapproval and ignorance.
My past was not so nice. In short, I was physically abused by other children, had seen the death of my best friend, was left alone and was always to blame for everything. My mother was and is heavily sick and my father has been drinking for many years. For my parents and my two brothers, I am just an inferior slave.
In school, I have no friends and am often bullied.
The only people who support me are my boyfriend and his family. You will not believe it, but until three months ago I did not know that a simple hug or an encouraging word can feel so damn good.
More I will not tell now.
I do not know what else I could write. So who is interested in more of me can feel free to ask.
Crona A.
Mau =ô.ô=