You should be proud of the money you saved, Malachite. It takes so much willpower to stash away almost every cent like you have - all the birthday money, found money, money from selling your items. Your total is hella impressive considering none of it came from a paycheck. I always give in to temptations like eating out, buying random crap at Walmart, and so on, so I think you should be really happy with what you've accomplished.