2 years I have not been able to find any work. I have talents so I painted an amazing geometric painting with a cat whisker but cannot sell prints, I have done all I can. I am offered money for sex all the time and have none on me all the time. construction, boat reabuilds, handy work, server, all jobs coming out local I try I interview. Then hear back I did not get hired because they worry what customers will think from others. ( Small town). I am getting more and more frustrated of the bigorty. Over qualified is another reason I am broke and jobless.
Sex, seems to be the only income available to me in 2 years. If I want to own shoes, eat and have a dog in 2 years in this island sex is the only way so far. The misconceptions of transsexuals are still 100% bigorty. you cannot argue that. Ask 1000 people their opinion you get politically correct answers, but when they have to get close enough to work or speak with us things change.
I have only been asked out ny guys who think of me as meat. Did you know the public thinks we transition to be sex meat for men. That there is no other reason than we are sex crazed freaks that should be shot.
Funny thing is I am treated fine in public, it just comes to survival , only horny men are willing to help me with that. This fact also drives an overwhelming urge to stay on strong drugs like heroine even though I am sober now. I am thinking of selling myself and doing heroine to deal with it. I am loosing the point of being alive, why am I here? I have worked on myself spiritually, emotionally, accepted the state took my children and life away because I am a crazy transsexual person. The overwheling unjust and abuse to me/us is mind blowing.
It is no wonder so many of us commit suicide. I heard there can be life after transition. This is a lie. society only allows it if they cannot tell you transitioned. For the rest of us. I support the suicid dissision of trans people. It really is what is best if you feel it is. Nothing gets better. 2 years have shown me this.