evercrook for the most part full time is great. you get to just be you and start dealing with your demons inside so that that you can just be happy with life, be involved with things and have fun. i know in the beginning i fought everything transition related until it was forced upon me. turns out alot of our fears can turn out to either not be real or not as bad as we think the will be. most of the stuff school wise blew over within a few months. issues with guys for me turned out not to be that much different than any other girls. and that means so guys have things about girls that will make them not date you. but most will at least be friends with you first and then test the waters if you know what i mean and thats the most fun type. gossip amongst girls is also the same. rather your trans or not. they are always going to talk. and last the dreaded past. i will admit up until the begining of the year i though i was 100% over everything but then found i had that last hurdle to cross that i never did which was letting go of the past. once that happened i went from being happy 80% of the time to like 95% (5% for having to work overtime and babysit). bottom line is going full time can be fun because it frees your mind up some so you can start to deal with things. and girls who can deal with their issues can easily have alot of guy friends and some girlfriends. because in the end these other people will see you and not a stereo type. and thats coming from the token black/cuban girl with a white russan grandmother so you know people talk 😛
