I found that girls smile at me a lot more since my face has some noticeably small changes.

yeAh i was out at the falcons pre party last night and i didnt have any problems. these days i almost never have problems related to being trans. i know alot of woman do support trans woman as long as they pass. at least from what they tell me and others i have found say we are all goods creatures and should b treated as such. gadda feel that love from them 

Quote from: gowiththeflow on December 15, 2013, 01:40:25 PM
yeAh i was out at the falcons pre party last night and i didnt have any problems. these days i almost never have problems related to being trans. i know alot of woman do support trans woman as long as they pass. at least from what they tell me and others i have found say we are all goods creatures and should b treated as such. gadda feel that love from them 

good to hear                         I so much want to do full time. I 'm hopeful I'll be all right

evercrook for the most part full time is great. you get to just be you and start dealing with your demons inside so that that you can just be happy with life, be involved with things and have fun. i know in the beginning i fought everything transition related until it was forced upon me. turns out alot of our fears can turn out to either not be real or not as bad as we think the will be. most of the stuff school wise blew over within a few months. issues with guys for me turned out not to be that much different than any other girls. and that means so guys have things about girls that will make them not date you. but most will at least be friends with you first and then test the waters if you know what i mean and thats the most fun type. gossip amongst girls is also the same. rather your trans or not. they are always going to talk. and last the dreaded past.  i will admit up until the begining of the year i though i was 100% over everything but then found i had that last hurdle to cross that i never did which was letting go of the past. once that happened i went from being happy 80% of the time to like 95% (5% for having to work overtime and babysit). bottom line is going full time can be fun because it frees your mind up some so you can start to deal with things. and girls who can deal with their issues can easily have alot of guy friends and some girlfriends. because in the end these other people will see you and not a stereo type. and thats coming from the token black/cuban girl with a white russan grandmother so you know people talk 

Quote from: gowiththeflow on December 15, 2013, 02:18:36 PM
evercrook for the most part full time is great. you get to just be you and start dealing with your demons inside so that that you can just be happy with life, be involved with things and have fun. i know in the beginning i fought everything transition related until it was forced upon me. turns out alot of our fears can turn out to either not be real or not as bad as we think the will be. most of the stuff school wise blew over within a few months. issues with guys for me turned out not to be that much different than any other girls. and that means so guys have things about girls that will make them not date you. but most will at least be friends with you first and then test the waters if you know what i mean and thats the most fun type. gossip amongst girls is also the same. rather your trans or not. they are always going to talk. and last the dreaded past.  i will admit up until the begining of the year i though i was 100% over everything but then found i had that last hurdle to cross that i never did which was letting go of the past. once that happened i went from being happy 80% of the time to like 95% (5% for having to work overtime and babysit). bottom line is going full time can be fun because it frees your mind up some so you can start to deal with things. and girls who can deal with their issues can easily have alot of guy friends and some girlfriends. because in the end these other people will see you and not a stereo type. and thats coming from the token black/cuban girl with a white russan grandmother so you know people talk 

that's so much for the encouragement  I feel so much better about my self as I inch forward . I really like the testing of waters statement.

Quote from: evecrook on December 15, 2013, 02:28:02 PM
                                                                                                                                                   that's so much for the encouragement  I feel so much better about my self as I inch forward . I really like the testing of waters statement.

Sorry to take it off topic here, just wondering why you put so many spaces before you type your posts.  It makes it a little annoying to read.  Not a huge deal, just wondering.

Quote from: Orange Creamsicle on December 15, 2013, 02:40:03 PM
Sorry to take it off topic here, just wondering why you put so many spaces before you type your posts.  It makes it a little annoying to read.  Not a huge deal, just wondering.       Well, I'm trying To figure this thing out. If I don't put spaces I end up inside the box , I'm just unsure of the proper format

Go to where it says [/quote], put the cursor to the right of the "]" and press Enter.  Start typing.  It goes inside the quote box because you type inside the [quote] and [/quote] tags.

your welcomes girl

Quote from: Orange Creamsicle on December 15, 2013, 03:11:18 PM
Go to where it says [/quote], put the cursor to the right of the "]" and press Enter.  Start typing.  It goes inside the quote box because you type inside the [quote] and [/quote] tags.

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