It's funny, but I notice my depression and negativity are both dispating a bit more and more lately.  While I'm still not in the best mindset, I do feel a bit better.  Maybe it's just a good day, which is odd as it's my first weekday I've had as an unemployed person in a while, but I don't feel completely awful and even feel a bit positive for a change.  It's been a while since I could honestly say that.  Then again, I get mood swings, so maybe this is just the calm before another storm.  In any case, it's a nice feeling and a brief escape from my insanity, lol.  That's something that makes me happy.