I'm new, hi. At 50 and having no partner and it's hard for me to imagine a scenario where I would end up with a partner, my discomfort about maleness is more my concern than trying to resemble a person who got vaginaed at birth.
I want to be gentle on the outside. I am very openly affectionate with people, but it's like a monster wanting to hug you. People become uncomfortable. When a man is affectionate, it is assumed that it is about sex, for good reason.
If testosterone is a significant part of things I don't like about myself, I wonder if castration could be a viable alternative to SRS and HT. I read that it would lower your libido after some time, but that you can become erect and orgasm. That makes it sound like a good idea, to me.
If it means that you would be lacking in both estrogen and testosteron, is that something that causes problems? Sorry if I am asking a very basic question (the question being, if castration is a viable alternative to SRS and/or HT).