Hi everybody, my name's Emmett (maybe Emmette? I'm still undecided). Or at least, that's the name I'm trying on for now. I'm 20 years old, assigned female at birth, and I've been gender confused for pretty much my whole life. I've always hated dresses since I was small (I know clothing isn't gendered, but I still feel like it's relevant) and I've always, always wished I could've been "born a boy" instead. It's not that I identify as a guy; I'm androgyne, I think; I just feel like I was supposed to be born as one. It's hard to explain... I don't really understand it myself.. I think I want to go on T but I'd probably wait til I moved out, which won't be anytime soon.
Right now I'm struggling with wanting to come out to my friends and family while at the same time not knowing exactly what I want wrt gender.
Jeez, I have more gender issues than I thought I did. I apologize in advance if I've said anything offensive, I'm just trying to put my feelings into words as best I can.
