I love girls very much and I'd also rather be one myself, maybe

[redhot1]

Hello members of the community. I had this recent thing for just a couple years, where there were times where I will dream of being a girl myself. I am male and I like girls so much, I sometimes get the feeling of envy of achievement in life, having that sexy body and face and other attributes of being a woman. Not just physical, I am also curious about "girly" or "women's" things. I have female twin cousins. I enjoy listening to a lot of female music artists (Meredith Brooks, for example) and am so hot for having that female body, enjoying relationships and just living life as a woman for my entire rest of life. I want to be into things girls my age are into. I want to be more emotional and extroverted. I do not cross dress right now either. So do you think I'm putting the cart before the horse? I always wanted to cross-dress, but I can't until I move out from my parents home and I'm early-20s right now.

[Stephanie2]

Hi, redhot1,

It isn't necessary to start out by cross dressing, but it wouldn't hurt, either. I started by cross dressing, but I wasn't filling out the bra. So, I took steps to enhancement the boobs and now I even took steps to get more of a feminine shape, as well. It all takes time. Just think how long it takes a genetic female to develop fully! I also like women a lot and would love to look just like them. Well, maybe with surgery.

[alabamagirl]

If you think you'd be happier living as a woman, it's definitely something to explore further. Just because you aren't experiencing crippling dysphoria doesn't mean you aren't trans*. I definitely know what you mean about being attracted to femininity, though. It is a beautiful thing.

[redhot1]

Thank you. That's actually really comforting to hear I don't require a dysphoria. These are recurring infrequent bouts of fascination with femininity. I almost feel okay now that I got it off my shoulder for now. Not just physical femininity, but almost whole aspects. I never felt this way my entire life though. Sure, being male is just...okay. Sometimes I get my cravings though. I'd express myself more in the future, in the other forums.

It will be very discomforting to hear otherwise.

[V M]

Hi Redhot1 

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[redhot1]

I'm not even sure what to discuss about now, besides express tons of relief.
I guess anything I could have to know from now on.