I have had a hell of a two weeks. Most of it is work related. I'm not cut out to be a social worker. I have the heart, the compassion, the empathy...it has been my strength but it has also ended up being too much for me I guess. The child abuse and the effects it has on these kids is too much for me, it's making me wonder how I can even live in a world where stuff like this happens. I feel like I've seen too much.
I look like hell and I feel like hell. Let a friend down today because I couldn't even get out of bed. I also was an idiot and gave up my weekend. I had a nice long one, but others got burned out and no one could cover their shifts so I took them and now my 4 day weekend has become 1 day off.