Thanks!
Let's be candid here, now that the thread seems on track -- Besides everything else, PTSD (childhood sex abuse), dysphoria, substance abuse, paraphilia, etc, etc, etc. A large part of this litany is all interconnected -- I've now recently discovered that it's all interconnected and that if I integrate (integrity) my gender ID, most of the other issues go away. "Sex Addiction" and "Hypersexual" are classifications the DSM V (new, 2013) rejected for some political/social reasons. My therapist feels, and I agree, sex is an addiction for me. I don't see it as an aspect of a relationship. I only see sex as a means to control mood and hormone levels.
We have meds that control testosterone levels.
Thanks for the input on HRT -- two days out of the closet on 67 yrs of feeling like this, and I just may decide on HRT. Kicked the door open on the closet, and the sky is not falling. In fact, my friends are supportive and loving -- and I'm thrilled.
Just wanna be me, authentic, integrated, and still always already the me I've always been. Don't wanna let go of that, just want the genitals to go away!