scared & need to vent/talk to someone

[goblin boy]

my boyfriend has had to run away do to a screwed up family situation and im really scared and anxious about whats going to happen. his mother (who is legally NOT ALLOWED to be in contact with him) just shared a picture of him on facebook telling everyone to call her if they see him. he is currently safe but im just so worried. i was a total mess yesterday and today i am not much better and having constant anxiety attacks and nothing seems to get me to calm down for very long. i just want to get high and forget about it. but i know i shouldnt.. i just want him to be safe

(i didnt know where to post this so i just figure i would post it here if theres somewhere better to post this tell me)

[Ms Grace]

I hope he gets in touch with you!

[Mariah]

I hope that he at least gets a hold of you. I hope everything turns out okay. Hugs
Mariah