Thank you Toni, I felt so wonderful and having a professional do your makeup is awesome.
I would have made such a mess if I tried to do it myself, even with all the great tutorials and videos out there.
Now I know how it should look and feel.
While I was cleaning the makeup off I had the odd feeling that although I was taking the makeup off I was putting a disguise back on, that my true self was being covered up.
But I will be free again!
<insert manic laughter>