I have always had some body dysmorphia outside of gender dysphoria. So, I am 5'10-6'0 I can't get a consistent measurement probably due to injuries and squatting in the gym.
Let's say 5'11 for argument sake. My natural weight I hovered around was 155. I bulked up to about 190 when I played football. Then around 215 later in my 20's and early 30's. At this point I am down to 178 from about 215.
I am shooting for about 145 or 150 tops. However the more I look at some of these very tall models and see them around 115-130 it makes me want to try to go as low as possible. They seem to look healthy and toned. Nourished and fit.
I'm concerned that my body image issues are taking control of my female side. So based on my height, what would you say that is to much weight loss? Is it healthy to go for 120?
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