Emotions have always been like a mystery hidden away behind a locked book for me
they are hard to grasp and i struggle with how to express hence why i fell in love with writing poetry.
I didn't have to understand emotions to express what i was feeling, and i didn't have to feel restricted
and concerned with messing up or making someone upset over me saying/doing something i probably don't even notice i'm doing or understand myself. Yet, don't get me wrong I feel sad and happy, i just don't grasp when or why i'm feeling sad or happy. It drives me crazy! A lot of people find me saying "I'm frustrated" when i'm sad or i'm "sad" when i'm mad strange things get me.
