Hi. Reese here. I am Ftm. I lost my ex husband over 3 yrs ago when we were planning on getting back together just before he suddenly got I'll and died a few months later.
Last night I had a dream about him and I was telling him my transition related fears...we were hanging out downtown in some city. Holding hands. Made out. He even spoiled me and got me an apartment in that area! Talking prime real estate. Then before I woke up, we were kissing and hugging and he whispered in my ear" don't fear the reaper".
I woke up and had a strong compulsion to play that song " Don't fear the reaper" by the blue oyster cults. This was before it all came back to me about what my dream was about! As the song played the dream came back to me.
Can anyone please tell me what this is about? As I listen to the words of the song I can't help but cry.
