So I had a great day myself yesterday.
First if anyone has seen my earlies posts you would know some of the on again off again turmoil my relationship with my wife has been since telling her. Well for now I think we have settled down. She is more alright with me than ever. We did some closet purging the other day. Both of us getting rid of clothes we don't wear. We talked and laughed all afternoon. We are sleeping in separate beds but we are still each other's best friends. Time will tell if we can stay closer than that but I'm feeling good about it right now.

Yesterday we drove to my older brother's place in the city. I got all dressed and made up with wig in public for the first time. It was great!

We stopped along the way to pick up something for my brother and his fiancée since it was our first visit to their house since they bought it. The little walking I did I felt so good. A few women made eye contact like they would to anyone but didn't seem to have any second thoughts. Men don't try to look after all they don't want to get caught looking by their wives. Lol. I felt normally invisible, which was great! I fully realize I'm not the most attractive middle aged woman around but it was great just to not attract attention. Oh I also used the ladies room for the first time!

I want to put an Eee shreek right there lol.
So I found spray on leg makeup did a much better job of covering my face stubble color than foundation and coverup has ever done. Just have to have someone to apply it to you. Some powder and contouring color added and I didn't look terrible anyway. Just feeling that way for me was a BIG positive step.
Got to my brother's, he was in shock for a while. I called him yesterday and came out, but being dressed he still couldn't believe it! He said he always thought I was the masculine of us three brothers. So after getting the tour of their house I had a long talk with my big bro. It was nice. Since he had been living six hours away until recently we had lost touch except for holidays. My wife had a good talk about our situation with his partner and the kids just had fun running around their uncles' house. We found some very similar aspects of our lives with self repression and hiding ourselves. He got to find himself when he was living away in Chicago. He finally quit trying to talk himself out of being attracted to men and ended up finding the sweetest guy he ever could of. Now I just have to figure out if in another year if I will be wearing a suit or a dress to their wedding. That,s a problem I don't mind having.