Hi Veronica! Welcome to the site!!!

I never really had people close enough to me to hurt - just my mom, and she is the most accepting person I have ever been lucky enough to know. However, I also waited later in the game to accept that I must be me.
I'm glad you have such a supportive spouse! I hope you can figure out your work, so you are allowed to explore your self without chains or other people's boundaries. I am also knew, and already, thanks to the girls and guys here, feel much less alone in this.
Stacy