So I guess I was recently let go from a job. I'm pretty sure it had something to do with having Asperger's or being Transgender, possibly both. So I'm pretty autistic, terrible with communication, but I try my best. I get complacent very quickly and always try to do different things in the factory each week to broaden my skills. Apparently that's a huge no no and asking for more challenging jobs you get really good at and eventually complacent is a bigger no no. How exactly does one cope with an impending 'Chemical' Detransition due to lose of Job = a Loss of Identity and/or Life as a whole?!
Like I need my Chemicals they react well to Estrogen - having the poison of Testosterone through my blood worsens my Dysphoria. I couldn't do much of anything when I 'was' a guy and it's only going to get worse from here on. I'm slowing calming myself down as much as I possibly can, but I'm sooooooo tired about gaining and losing jobs constantly because of my identity or complacency. So how do you all cope with these unaccounted variables?
