I'm Lauren,a transwoman from the panhandle of Florida. I was born Intersexed,and they decided I would be a boy. They removed my female genitialia at a young age. I have a vague recollection of this surgery,and was told I had an inguinal hernia.
As a young boy,I had a strong desire to wear my mother's bra and panties,and was too young to understand why I did this. As time went on,I envied girls and women having breasts and pretty clothes. I began crossdressing in my 20's,and did this on and off for many years. I was very good at keeping this secret. At age 50,I went to a LGBT dance as woman. I wore black heels,a cute dress,full makeup,and had my hair done. It was the most exciting and satisfying day of my life. If you know the story of Denee Mallon,it describes me. I have always felt about 60% female,and about a year ago I began growing female breasts with no added hormones. My estrogen had kicked in. Currently,I shave my entire body,wear a bra fulltime,paint my toenails,and dress as woman at home. My hair is shoulder length,and I've decided to start the transition to possible SRS.
I'm looking for friends of Medicare age to advise me on my transition. I've done a lot of research on the process,and
know I start with a doctor,and begin HRT. Looking for advice. Lauren
