Hello, I am Ivy. Or as my birth certificate knows me also as Ian. I am currently 17 years old and have always been the brightest crayon in the box whether I was playing with friends, or even watching television. As a child, I wanted to do what most girls did but was told that it wasn't right. I would put my grandmother's towels on my head and secretly dress up in her heels and feel like I was normal. And whenever I was caught I'd get the same response that no boys wear makeup or dress up in girls clothes. But deep down, I knew that wearing girls clothing only made me feel more at home. I had recently tried to come out but every time I do, my family insists that I'm making a character when I'm trying to tell them that this is who I really am. It is painful to live in a family that always tells you stereotypical things of what people should and shouldn't do. But it isn't fair to me when I feel like doing what girls do is normal and then i get told what I'm doing is abnormal. Please someone just help me so I can explain that I want to be the little girl I am deep down inside and have been all my life. 😞