Hullo everyone,
I'm a trans woman in her late 30s, and I've been out and living as myself publicly in all respects save one for several years, but I have not changed my name yet. Every time I get a new job, I have to explain to my bosses that I haven't changed my name - yet - but I never get around to actually doing it. The reason why is that I have an Anxiety disorder and distrust of authority and I am deeply afraid of making a mistake and getting into legal trouble.
The crux of my problem is this: When I was in my late teens, early 20s, I was stupid bad with money. I had a lot of small unpaid debt here and there (Blockbuster late fees, old Utility balances, an emergency room visit, etc.) because I was moving from college to college and state to state all the time for a while, and I came from a privileged background and there didn't seem to be any consequences to running up debt - my parents had been doing it for years. I always meant to pay my bills right away, but then I'd get behind, and then more behind, and then more... My financial situation got worse and worse, I moved back in with my parents, then they threw me out when they discovered I was secretly considering transitioning, and I was homeless for a while.
Flash forward to now, 15-20 years later, I've finally finished school, I came to grips with being trans and actually transitioned, I'm finally starting to get on top of the whole money thing. I have a stressful job that pays me just under 30,000 a year, and I'm starting to make some money on the side doing what I actually love: writing. I'm breaking even right now, and my partner and I have hopes of moving into a better place soon.
I want to change my name, and I'm totally prepared for the onerous task of informing all of my current creditors about it, and I'm glad that it will eventually mean that my credit reports get updated with my new name, but I keep holding back because of my past financial mistakes: although all of the debt from my twenties is time-barred now (meaning they can't legally sue me for it anymore), and I haven't heard from them in 10+ years, I know that old debts usually don't just 'evaporate.' I got debt-cancellation paperwork for one debt, but I assume there are still at least ~some~ creditors out there with old debt for me still. The debt management people I've contacted told me NOT to contact my old creditors (because giving them my new name and address could constitute 'reaffirming my intent to pay' the debt, which would restart the statute of limitations and allow them to sue me if they wanted to) and I don't even remember or have paperwork for all of them now. But if I don't contact them and tell them I've changed my name, can I get in legal trouble?
That's what I'm afraid of. Terrified actually, enough to keep me from changing my name for years and years.
I mean, obviously I wouldn't be changing my name to AVOID debt. I didn't go through years of transition and get kicked out of my home and disowned by my family to avoid a few thousand dollars in old debt that I haven't seen paperwork on in years and can't legally be sued for anymore anyway. And I'd be delighted if my old creditors discovered through the credit bureaus that I changed my name and sent me a bill in my new name for me to pay -- I'd be happy to pay them, slowly, over time, one at a time. But I can't afford to call them all up on the phone right now (even if I knew how to call them all) and run the risk of being sued for a bunch of money if I say 'well, no, I can't pay the debt outright, but can we work something out?' And even if I had a bunch of money sitting around that I could throw at old debt and interest fees right now, I don't have a full list of all of my old creditors, and some of the companies I did owe money to no longer seem to exist. Who owns the debt now? And what if I owe money to someone and don't even know that I do? I missed a lot of mail in my early twenties during all my moving around and the homelessness, and found out about a lot of the debts that I owed years later. What if I missed something completely?
I'm just hoping someone out there has some advice for me on how to handle this situation. Surely I can't be the only trans person who made a bunch of financial mistakes 10-20 years ago and doesn't have a handle on how to deal with it all anymore. Cis women who get married and change their names in their late 30s and 40s must deal with this kind of thing all the time, right? Am I running a major legal risk of being accused of fraud or something if I change my name and don't every single creditor? Even if the debt is time-barred and they can't sue me for it now? Or would it be enough to contact all the creditors that I owe money to NOW and wait for the credit reports to update with my new name and see if any of my old creditors contact me?
Thanks for any and all input. I really want to change my name, I'm just also terrified of making a legal mistake.