hello, i recently fully opened up to my wife about my cross-dressing. it felt good to come clean and acknowledge this part of my life. Its like with her blessing I can now embrace and explore a more feminine me. I felt giddy / tearful to verbally share this revelation with my wife.
Since I was a kid stealing mom's pantyhose and panties I'd always felt an urge to dress up. Being from a religious background I felt a guiltiness surrounding my developing fetish, which I now feel like I can close knowing she supports me. Opening up about how I love and want to wear high heels and shiny tights coupled with lovely dresses and colored wigs makes me feel fabulous that she understands and still loves and wants me.
I typically dress in private within our spare room. Having my wife around really allowed my dressing up to expand. She had many pieces of feminine slips, bras, panties all fun things that I now had around to play with. Eventually my wardrobe was built with pairs of heels, dresses bras / panties plus a wig selection of my own and recently wolford neon 40 tights. I mention the tights because, WOW, best feeling ever.
At this point my wife and I have spoken about my CDing and she feels like there is more to my urges. I somewhat agree as she shuffles thru some Instagram pages with gorgeous individuals living life on their own terms. She bounces these ideas of transition and fully being a woman and those thoughts do ignite a strong passion in me. To be woman and experience woman almost makes me dizzy, perhaps just a lustful thought rather than a tangible reality in my future. But at this point the next chapters remain to be written.
For now I'll continue to cruise Amazon for steals and Macy's for XXL / 18 dress, I now know I'm an 18 : )~
The thoughts of where this leads will happen as time passes and I feel great knowing I have a family that will be there with me. Thanks for reading this and see you out there on the web!!!
