Oh ladies, I know how you feel. I'm envious of prostates lol. I mean anal is kinda just.. meh when you have a female build down below and it's disappointing.
I'm very much a switch though, with an intense desire to penetrate which I can't do because you know.. I don't have the bits, technology isn't good enough to give me the bits exactly how I want em and a strap on feels pointless because then I couldn't feel it so what's the point man?
Bah.
Just.. BAH.
Like a few of you mentioned, my fantasies are of being the guy despite my biology. I admit I didn't give much thought to it prior to figuring out my gender identity but now I have it makes a heck of a lot of sense that I never ever ever closed my eyes and imagined myself as the female.
*hugs* My own wants may be sort of the complete opposite of you lovely ladies, but at the same time come from the same sort of place. That desire to have what you dont and feel you can't have for various reasons (technology, the fear of surgery, life obligations, etc etc). It's disappointing and it's sad but I suppose we just gotta work with what we've got right? Least that's my plan. To make do.
I guess I console myself in reasoning that it's sort of like a cis guy with a really small dick. He's gotta just make do with what he has right? And many do.
Or cis women who have that condition that means they can't be penetrated vaginally without intense pain.
Point is, a lot of cis people can't have PIV sex either. I remind myself of that when i'm feeling annoyed about my lack of equipment.
Maybe one day we'll have the technology to do things properly but not yet. Least not from the ftm side.
