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Lauren's Lair: Here be dragons...

Started by Sephirah, May 27, 2025, 04:16:37 PM

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Dances With Trees

Thanks, Sarah, for sharing such wonderful news!

Welcome back, Sephirah!

You tolerated hospital fare for far too long.

Massive hugs, Girl!

Sephirah

Hey, folks.

I am sorry for making so many of you worry. And kind of disappearing on such a melodramatic note.

Like Sarah said... I am still here. I might be quiet for a bit but... the outpouring of support is always something that has made this place a beacon above all others. It means more than you know. I don't know how much I will be here going forward but I want you to know... I am deeply touched and shocked at the response. I never thought I was worth it all. Thank you.

I just want to say, though, Anni.. Sarah... Whisper... thank you for keeping in touch beyond all of this. I know I put a lot of stuff on you. Beyond what you're already dealing with. I am sorry for that.

It will be okay.

Thank you for giving a damn. It means more than you know. All of you.
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Dawn Kellie

I hope you are doing better. Everyone is here for you.
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Sephirah

Thank you, both.

I have been reading through your posts and... Charlotte you make me smile. Yeah I am a northern lass. It is grim up north, sometimes. But whatever. I went to London one time and it made me feel decidedly uncomfortable.

It's okay, folks. I don't know how much I will be here going forwards. I am dealing with a metric crapton of..um... cr*ap. But... thank you. The reason I am still here after all this time is because you are who you are. The people might change, but the hearts of the people don't change. Different names, same spirit. I am thankful to have known you all.

Thank you.

Spes est ultima dea.

Stottie Girl

Great to see you back Lauren! I hope you're feeling the love!

Take as long as you need to recover fully, we miss you but we want you back fighting fit!
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Sephirah

Quote from: Stottie Girl on Today at 03:28:01 PMGreat to see you back Lauren! I hope you're feeling the love!

Take as long as you need to recover fully, we miss you but we want you back fighting fit!

Sarah, girl you know how I feel about you.

Just... thank you isn't enough.
Spes est ultima dea.

Stottie Girl

Quote from: Sephirah on Today at 03:33:32 PMSarah, girl you know how I feel about you.

Just... thank you isn't enough.
I do and the feelings mutual hinny as you well know.
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Dawn Kellie

What ever you're going through you have friends.  We may not be able to make it better, but we will listen
D. KELLIE Kn.

It's harder to love and create than hate and destroy. Love and creation takes more energy. Where hate and destruction can be done with a single word that can haunt you for a life time.

Sephirah

Kellie, you are inspirational, honey. Keep going forwards bravely. You give a whole lot of hope to a whole lot of people. Thank you. <3
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KathyLauren

Lauren, I am so glad to see you back on the forum.  Even if you cannot be on frequently, you are one of the wise elders of Susan's Place, and I always look forward to reading your posts and enjoying your wisdom.  Whatever your challenges are, know that you are loved and supported here.
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Sephirah

Kathy, I have known you for a long, long time. Through a lot of things. I have always had the utmost respect and admiration for you. Your quiet acceptance and your strength towards other people.

It's not just because you have "Lauren" in your name, haha.

Seriously. We have been through a lot of years together. Thank you, honey.

I really don't deserve this. I don't. I don't really know how to deal with it. I know how to make other people feel better, I don't... I don't know how to deal with people trying to make me feel better.

I am sorry for that if I ever come across as ungrateful. The truth is... every single person who ever made me smile is special. There isn't enough space to mention everyone.

Just know... you all make me keep coming back here, ever since 2008.
Spes est ultima dea.

Dawn Kellie

I don't know what you are going through, and it's not my business. Being several thousand miles away makes this seem hollow. I will do anything I can to help you, or give you peace.
Please remember you're loved
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It's harder to love and create than hate and destroy. Love and creation takes more energy. Where hate and destruction can be done with a single word that can haunt you for a life time.

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Glad you're doing okay, Lauren,
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Sephirah

Quote from: Alana Ashleigh on Today at 04:37:39 PMGlad you're doing okay, Lauren,

Alana, you are also someone who... gives someone the strength to keep going. Just because you have the strength to keep going.

For all the time we've spoken... you kept me going as much as I did you. You are my sister and I love you.
Spes est ultima dea.

Lori Dee

Glad to see you back, Lauren.

I know you were going through some stuff, so I kind of sat back and gave you space. Sarah has been wonderful at keeping us updated without details, just to let us know how you are doing.

I know you don't know how to respond, but we love you very much. Just pop in now and then when you can, if you are up to it.  Lots of love and hugs, hun!

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Welcome back Lauren.


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Dances With Trees

Hope is the last goddess.

And springs eternal like a feathered thing.

So good to see you, Lauren!

But you'll always be Sephirah to me. The emanation of Ein Sof.

Love you, Girl.
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KathyLauren

Quote from: Sephirah on Today at 04:19:43 PMSeriously. We have been through a lot of years together.

Indeed.  Almost 11 years I have been here, and you have been here for me (and many others) all that time.  Wow!

Quote from: Sephirah on Today at 04:19:43 PMI don't really know how to deal with it.

And yet you deal with it with grace and beauty.  💗
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Pema

Lauren! It's great to see you back. Please take all the time you need for your recovery. We'll be here, still sending our love.
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