Hi BillieMy name is
Sarah and I would also like to formally, Welcome you to Susan's Place!
I see that other members of Susan's have also welcomed you as well.
Thanks for sharing your journey so openly. First of all, well done for moving from DIY to supervised care. As Lori often reminds us, it really is best to have expert guidance for HRT. DIY can feel like the only option at first, but having a nurse practitioner involved means your levels, safety and overall health are being looked after properly and that is a big positive step.
From what you have written, it sounds like you are very much on the right track. Going from very low estradiol to around 120 pg/mL, with testosterone down around 20 pg/mL, is exactly where many people on feminising HRT aim to be. So seeing your labs move in that direction is encouraging.
It is also great that you are advocating for yourself and asking questions about oral versus gel, dose changes and how often to take it. That shows you are engaged with your care, which really helps. Splitting doses can make sense for some people with sublingual estradiol because levels can rise and fall through the day, but this is exactly the sort of thing to work through with your clinician. If you are thinking about three times a day, bring it up at your next visit, explain how you feel and see what they recommend based on your labs and symptoms.
I have had a similar recent journey in regards to my hormones and I have been on them for neigh on 37 years and the last two years has seen me go from tablets, to gel and finally implants. It was frustrating to say the least as I wanted to retain an average level of 400pmol/L (Australian units) 120 pg/mL ≈ 440 pmol/L. Hopefully, my labs will be okay. I will know in 3 months and 6 months time when I'm due for a replacement implant.
I also want to say, you deserve some praise here. You recognised that DIY was not ideal, you sought proper care, your levels have improved nicely and you are thinking ahead about how to optimise things safely. That is a lot of progress in a short time.
Keep doing what you are doing, stay in dialogue with your nurse practitioner and give your body time to adjust. Everyone responds a bit differently, but from the outside it really does look like you are moving in a good direction.
Once you feel comfortable here, it would be appreciated if you add a little bit more about yourself in the other forums and threads. I would appreciate it very much as, I'm always interested in learning something new about new members.
In addition members of Susan's will more than likely will discuss problems or issues that are similar to yours as most have experienced these issues as well.
Please keep in mind when posting that this is an
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Wishing you all the best as you continue on HRT and take care and all the best for the future.
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