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Started by Charlotte Kitty, January 02, 2026, 12:57:20 PM

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Lori Dee

Because your body was responding to something new.

I had the same experience. Started with a little growth at about three months. After that, the growth continued, but I couldn't see it or even measure it. That was because the glands deep in the fatty tissue were developing. At two years, I was very frustrated. The only real evidence I could point to was that my hormone levels were still not within the proper range.

I argued with my Endocrinologist constantly. I read studies, did my own research, and came back to her with a stack of papers for her to read. My GP (with 40 years' experience in Family Medicine) suggested that I might be a fast metabolizer. For some medications, my body processes and eliminates them very quickly. They can't do their job if they are not in the bloodstream.

We had already switched from pills to patches because the pills were not raising my levels enough. They kept increasing my dose and I was wearing three patches at a time and changing the weekly patches twice a week to compensate.

We changed the T-blockers from Spiro and Finasteride to leuprolide and bicalutamide. It seemed the higher T levels were competing and keeping my E from getting where it needed to be. It wasn't enough.

That was when we switched to injectables. After six months on Leuprolide and bical, plus injectable E, the tables turned. T was suppressed, and my E levels moved up where they needed to be. After a year of T-levels <12 on my labs, it appeared the E was suppressing the T, so I stopped the leuprolide and bicalutamide.

I have been on injectables for a little over two years with my T fully suppressed and E levels where they need to be. In the past six months, my breasts have again started to grow. Not quickly, barely measurable. But the growth is there.

Hormones are very complex substances, so adding one affects all the others. The body responds to changes. Over time, the body learns that this is the new "normal," so changes slow down a little. They are still happening, just not dramatically so. Teenage girls seem to grow breasts very quickly and within a few years suddenly have hips and soft skin too. After that, their changes tend to slow down, but they don't stop. Eventually, they reach the point their genetics say they should, and it becomes maintenance after that.

I hope this helps you understand a little better why things happen at the rate they do. Every body is different, from genetics to metabolism, and even sensitivity to various substances (not just hormones). I kept logs of my measurements, weight, lab results, and dosages. That helped me track what worked and what didn't. I know you don't have access to the medical care as I do, so it is even more important to pay attention to what is really happening.

Don't get frustrated (although I know that is very hard), but try to figure out what is going on. Are your T-levels too high? E levels should be ok now. Once everything is set, maintain it for three months, then check again. Adjust as needed, then wait another three months to see what changed. If you make changes too quickly, your body can't figure out what it is supposed to be doing. Just relax and let it happen.

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Devlyn

Could the phytoestrogens in all those peanuts have been competing with the estradiol?
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Charlotte Kitty

Thanks Lori and Devlyn. I only used peanut butter for about 4 weeks and thats when i got slight growth after months of nothing. Maybe my body needs fat but struggles to get it?

I doubt T is the issues as all my tests from the very first have T below 1 nmol/l. I'm typically 0.4-0.7 nmol/l T which is lower female range. E was in range most of the time around 350-400pmol/l. I'm thinking my body may need higher than others do. I'm now trough at about 580pmol/l so over 1000 most of the week in reality. Maybe cyproterone acetate is the problem? Do i go mono in a few months and see?

My regimes in terms of doses were never low or unusual. But then I take most meds and have few side effects. I feel like my body resists outside influences and changes strongly to survive. Maybe this resilience also counters effects that I want.
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Lori Dee

Quote from: Charlotte Kitty on Yesterday at 12:57:23 PMMaybe cyproterone acetate is the problem? Do i go mono in a few months and see?

I am not convinced of that, and I am no doctor. CPA works similarly to what the leuprolide/bicalutamide combo did for me. It reduces T production, blocks the androgen receptors, and has the bonus of working as a progestin. In my case, I had to add progesterone because leuprolide/bical do not have that bonus.

From what you are saying, your T is sufficiently suppressed, and your E is sufficiently elevated. I wouldn't change anything without a doctor reviewing your labs first. It looks to me as though you are at the place you need to be, so keep it there for six months and see if anything changes. Maybe within that period, you can get in to see a doctor who can look at labs and make suggested changes or no change at all.

Try not to get impatient. You are doing the work, and it will pay off. It just takes time to get there.

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Stottie Girl

Charlotte, I think the main problem is you keep chopping and changing your regime. You never give it time to deliver results before you are changeing from pills, to gel, to patches, to injections from normal doses to extreme doses. You really do need professional guidance because it seems that no matter what we say you just won't give it the time it needs to take effect. The human body simply will not grow breasts on the timescales you are demanding, it takes time.

I do have large breasts but it has taken me years and years to get here. I struggle to rememember exactly when I started getting large but I do remember I was stuck at C cup for a couple of years at least. Your body will develop or it won't, not every woman is meant to have big boobs. They are not any less of a woman if they don't.

I took Cyproterone early on and it did not have a negative impact on my breast growth. It's time that is the missing ingredient here. I know you don't want to hear that but it's the truth. As Lori says you can't expect a teenage girl to go from flat chested to huge mature boobs in 1 or 2 years.
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Charlotte Kitty

I'm going to just try and forget about my transition for a while. It'll be tough but think its my best option. My plan is to persue a feminine body and presentation, but mentally I'm detransitioning. By not identifying as a woman the pressure is already feeling far less. I'll try to align my mind with my body rather than the other way. Hopefully then everything will eventually be in cohesion.
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Charlotte Kitty

So looking forwatd to getting today out of the way. Tomorrow is Birmingham trans pride and I'm volunteering, though it'll simply be helping make sure the demonstration goes ok.

Unfortunately because of last weeks fur meet and trans pride I've missed 2 weeks legs, bums and tums where I met that lovely group if ladies. I decided to move a tattoo appointment I had next Saturday, as didn't want to miss another. This is the first time I've ever been invited to join such a group in my life, don't want it to go sour. Also missed last weeks and this weeks midweek sessions because of my bf locking himself out and then Wednesday having to work and not get home until 11pm. I just want to be back on track really.

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