Charlotte's scratch post

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

I like pink, especially the darker shades.  Although I can wear let us say, a darker blazer and a lighter top, or vice versa.  That can be a very nice look on me. 

Chrissy

Oh for sure contrast of brighter and darker can be lovely too. Of course black and white is a striking combo. Sure you always go out looking st your best and beautiful with it.

Charlotte 😻

[Dawn Kellie]

My day was great thanks. Ive been around Birmingham Station and Worcester centre and no one batted an eyelid. Even the roudy teens...nothing. Feels great in the sun and I feel like the real me. I put my mary janes on with it soo super cute look. No one else anything like me but didn't matter.

I'm 5"10 tall. Hope you had a nice day too??


Happy in the sun!

Charlotte 😻

You look amazing. I'm glad you had a good day

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

Is it my slopey shoulders or do dungaree/pinafore straps keep sliding off if you do anything but stand completely straight! I like having slopey shoulders, but awkward as even bra straps i need to adjust back on throughout the day.

In to town as need various toiletries which are too expensive at the supermarket. Then a walk with my boyfriend.

Today I've got my hello kitty dungarees and hello kitty t-shirt on under them. Something I wore in boymode but now i got inserts to make brests bigger, I'm finally happy to wear as my true self.

Charlotte 😻

[Stottie Girl]

Is it my slopey shoulders or do dungaree/pinafore straps keep sliding off if you do anything but stand completely straight! I like having slopey shoulders, but awkward as even bra straps i need to adjust back on throughout the day.

In to town as need various toiletries which are too expensive at the supermarket. Then a walk with my boyfriend.

Today I've got my hello kitty dungarees and hello kitty t-shirt on under them. Something I wore in boymode but now i got inserts to make brests bigger, I'm finally happy to wear as my true self.

Charlotte 😻

I don't know Charlotte but if you find the answer I'd love to know, my straps fall off my shoulders all the time. I quite like the look but not the irritation!

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

I don't know Charlotte but if you find the answer I'd love to know, my straps fall off my shoulders all the time. I quite like the look but not the irritation!

Oh well at least its not my incompetence that's the cause. I've considered safety pins or putting velcro under. Maybe need to experiment.

Its got too warm so i put my strawberry dress on. It looks cute but the built in cups could do witn D/E I'm sure. Got it looking okish.

Started my seeds on paper towels today as i prefer this as otherwise its roulette as to if they rot. I'm slowly getting stuff done. My mind is healing a little even if a long way off having the motivation i have at some points in my life.

Charlotte 😻

[Stottie Girl]

Oh well at least its not my incompetence that's the cause. I've considered safety pins or putting velcro under. Maybe need to experiment.

Its got too warm so i put my strawberry dress on. It looks cute but the built in cups could do witn D/E I'm sure. Got it looking okish.

Started my seeds on paper towels today as i prefer this as otherwise its roulette as to if they rot. I'm slowly getting stuff done. My mind is healing a little even if a long way off having the motivation i have at some points in my life.

Charlotte 😻

Superglue maybe?

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

Today's cuteness cos it's very hot again today.

[Dawn Kellie]

Very cute
A definite thumbs up

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

Had a walk down another part of the canal. Was lovely as everything is very green, lots of birds singing and little bugs about. Very warm and making me feel a lot better.

[Dawn Kellie]

Lovely photos

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

This week and today particularly has been a turning point. For the first time in about 8 months I managed to get things done like sorting my seeds, clearing the garden, tidying stuff from my room and putting bits away in the loft. We also went out and I made us a roast dinner. I also got up at 9am rather than 1100-1200 the last few months on a Sunday.

Might not sound much but this is huge for me. It means that my fight back against my depression is working. I've got some of my life back and that feels so good. I feel at last I might be able to grow towards getting more done and regaining my hobbies again.

This is in no small part due to my activities here and also the support of all my friends here. Its been up and down and i've almost walked away from here a few times. Parts of my fight has been growing self esteem by learning to control and shutdown really crippling envy. In addition being part of something and writing positive thoughts to others, even at times i really felt down has been healing my mind. Being positive to others kills these feelings of self hatred and envy like nothing else!

Thanks for sticking with me despite my repetative negativity and destructive outbursts. It's not over yet but i see some light I've not seen for many months. That's thanks in no small part to you.

Love Charlotte 😻

[Dawn Kellie]

This week and today particularly has been a turning point. For the first time in about 8 months I managed to get things done like sorting my seeds, clearing the garden, tidying stuff from my room and putting bits away in the loft. We also went out and I made us a roast dinner. I also got up at 9am rather than 1100-1200 the last few months on a Sunday.

Might not sound much but this is huge for me. It means that my fight back against my depression is working. I've got some of my life back and that feels so good. I feel at last I might be able to grow towards getting more done and regaining my hobbies again.

This is in no small part due to my activities here and also the support of all my friends here. Its been up and down and i've almost walked away from here a few times. Parts of my fight has been growing self esteem by learning to control and shutdown really crippling envy. In addition being part of something and writing positive thoughts to others, even at times i really felt down has been healing my mind. Being positive to others kills these feelings of self hatred and envy like nothing else!

Thanks for sticking with me despite my repetative negativity and destructive outbursts. It's not over yet but i see some light I've not seen for many months. That's thanks in no small part to you.

Love Charlotte 😻

I'm glad you are getting back to the better you. It is a pleasure to see what you put on SP.
You are one of the people I look to on what to expect.  Please remember you're loved. I will listen if you need to blow off steam.

[Lori Dee ✅]

Charlotte, this post brought me tears of joy!

What a breakthrough. As you said, this is no small thing. Not only have you learned the skills to fight back, but you also acknowledge that they are working, and you can see the benefits of that.

It doesn't mean you won't fall. But when you do, you will know that you can get back up and be happy, because you have done it before. And it feels better when you are up. Life is just so much more enjoyable.

I am so happy for you! Congrats!

Big Hugs!

[Stottie Girl]

This week and today particularly has been a turning point. For the first time in about 8 months I managed to get things done like sorting my seeds, clearing the garden, tidying stuff from my room and putting bits away in the loft. We also went out and I made us a roast dinner. I also got up at 9am rather than 1100-1200 the last few months on a Sunday.

Might not sound much but this is huge for me. It means that my fight back against my depression is working. I've got some of my life back and that feels so good. I feel at last I might be able to grow towards getting more done and regaining my hobbies again.

This is in no small part due to my activities here and also the support of all my friends here. Its been up and down and i've almost walked away from here a few times. Parts of my fight has been growing self esteem by learning to control and shutdown really crippling envy. In addition being part of something and writing positive thoughts to others, even at times i really felt down has been healing my mind. Being positive to others kills these feelings of self hatred and envy like nothing else!

Thanks for sticking with me despite my repetative negativity and destructive outbursts. It's not over yet but i see some light I've not seen for many months. That's thanks in no small part to you.

Love Charlotte 😻

What a lovely upbeat and positive post from you Charlotte. You sound on top of your game at the moment. It's really beautiful to see given how low you have been at times on here.

It's karma, if you give out positivity you tend to get a boost back in return.

You even look happier in your pictures recently. Long may it continue!

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

I've been listening a lot to Fem&m recently as I love her style of music. Really nods back to the old rave music I grew up onbut with a modern twist. Admittedly she is someone I was very envious of, but I'm working on that...just identifying that emotion is allowing me to challenge it.

However i still want to do my own music that has something personal to me and my own vocals. But something is holding me back. I think I fear failure or that I wont meet my own expectations. Also I dont have my female voice. But should i just do it anyway? Like champion that some trans girls dont have a femme voice and that's ok. But also my music making skills i believe are professional, but my social media skills awful. I wish i could network online, get followers and strike interest in my work. But thats not naturally me and a big weakness. Today music is also image and finding your unique thing that followers would love and relate to.

I want to find a way!!

In the meantime its so warm so my summer dress is out at work. Hope you like it.

Charlotte 😻

[Dawn Kellie]

If you feel you should, then you should. Failure is the times we learn the most. Fearing failure is the fear of learning. 
The voice is irrelevant, it's you.

[Stottie Girl]

You could always play with the auto tune on your voice if you think it doesn't fit Charlotte. Men sometimes release tracks with sampled female vocals so could you not do that? Or maybe use a guest vocalist?

RE: Social media, Susans is social media is it not? You maintain an active presence here so why not on other formats? You could always find someone who could manage your profile for you. A lot of "influencers" (hate that word) do this.

Regarding image, Daft Punk wore robot helmets for their entire career! I have no idea what they look like without the facade. The Gorillaz used animation. It doesn't have to be your face fronting it to be successful if you don't feel comfortable. Jon Pleased Wimmin was trans and released house tracks. Boy George portayed a semi drag look. If the music is good the punters won't care what your image is.

Just concentrate on making music that makes you happy, the rest should flow from there.

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

You could always play with the auto tune on your voice if you think it doesn't fit Charlotte. Men sometimes release tracks with sampled female vocals so could you not do that? Or maybe use a guest vocalist?

RE: Social media, Susans is social media is it not? You maintain an active presence here so why not on other formats? You could always find someone who could manage your profile for you. A lot of "influencers" (hate that word) do this.

Regarding image, Daft Punk wore robot helmets for their entire career! I have no idea what they look like without the facade. The Gorillaz used animation. It doesn't have to be your face fronting it to be successful if you don't feel comfortable. Jon Pleased Wimmin was trans and released house tracks. Boy George portayed a semi drag look. If the music is good the punters won't care what your image is.

Just concentrate on making music that makes you happy, the rest should flow from there.

I definitely want my voice to be in these rather than others. I might just pitch up and see how it sounds. Just gotta work out what I want to say and make it a bit rhythmic.

I'm looking to do something more energetic and just go with what i feel. I'm not aiming a genre here. It'll be dancey but thats it!

I really need to find me and what that is so I can show this. I don't mind showing myself,  just hard to know what to do and say but in a natural way for me.

Charlotte 😻

[Lori Dee ✅]

I definitely want my voice to be in these rather than others. I might just pitch up and see how it sounds. Just gotta work out what I want to say and make it a bit rhythmic.

Maybe just start with humming and find your pitch. When you think you have it, follow that pitch and vocalize without making actual words, like oohs, ahs, and breathy whispers. As you play around with it, you'll find what works and what doesn't. And remember that it isn't about a high pitch, but forward resonance.

But above all, have fun with it!

[davina61]

If you listen to my latest You Tube I was doing my best voice, still sound bloky and defiantly country sounding!!