Hey Charlotte, I don't know if you realise how much of a beautiful person you are.
You were in the deep dark hole and still helping the rest of us struggling with our own issues.
You truely are a very special girl.
Good luck with your recovery.
Oh, if you can find something with a jade green colour to it, take a photo with it near your breasts and face.
I think it would work with your beautiful skin, but I cannot visualise things in my mind, I need to see them.
Big hugs beautiful sister