Charlotte's scratch post

[tammy753]

Every time I see that dress its so pretty. Sorry for saying it again but you look so happy in it.

[Anne_lifetrip]

Wow, wow, wow!

https://drive.google.com/file/d/14mPklYWiQr80aqPqJQFpxN3w8I9UE4GG/view?usp=sharing 🔗 🔗

You sound great girl! 👏🏻

Congratulations!

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

Every time I see that dress its so pretty. Sorry for saying it again but you look so happy in it.

Don't be sorry as thats very kind of you to say again. I'd just like you to have the same dress too! Are you a care bears fan or just like the style for what it is?

C😻

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

Wow, wow, wow!

You sound great girl! 👏🏻

Congratulations!

Thank you Anne. Thats very kind. I'm working on it often so that helps.

C😻

[tammy753]

Don't be sorry as thats very kind of you to say again. I'd just like you to have the same dress too! Are you a care bears fan or just like the style for what it is?

C😻

I love the colors I can't tell what pattern it is but it looks so pretty!

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

I love the colors I can't tell what pattern it is but it looks so pretty!

Its a collab Hell Bunny are doing with Care Bears. But then they do loads of cute dresses besides this collab!

Charlotte ❤️

[Petunia]

Charlotte, you keep saying how sweet everyone here is. You do know that you are that sweet and kind too.

You are fighting your issues and you are still helping and being kind to all your friends here.

As somebody who recently went through open heart surgery, please don't purposely stack on unnecessary weight by eating high (saturated) fat foods. It really isn't good for your body and nobody needs risking a heart attack or having your chest sawn open.

Perhaps the best thing you could do for yourself is targetted gym work or body sculpting.

I think you look very feminine. Sure it would be good shifting some of the extra aound the waist down to your hips (I really want tgem same) but you have only started in your puberty. I'm sure it will happen. Just look at how your girls are coming on.

Once again your avatar pic looks great. That dress really suits you.

Thanks for being a friend

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

Charlotte, you keep saying how sweet everyone here is. You do know that you are that sweet and kind too.

You are fighting your issues and you are still helping and being kind to all your friends here.

As somebody who recently went through open heart surgery, please don't purposely stack on unnecessary weight by eating high (saturated) fat foods. It really isn't good for your body and nobody needs risking a heart attack or having your chest sawn open.

Perhaps the best thing you could do for yourself is targetted gym work or body sculpting.

I think you look very feminine. Sure it would be good shifting some of the extra aound the waist down to your hips (I really want tgem same) but you have only started in your puberty. I'm sure it will happen. Just look at how your girls are coming on.

Once again your avatar pic looks great. That dress really suits you.

Thanks for being a friend

Thank you so much Petunia. I just dont feel sweet myself. Just like a burdon and complete nut case!

I'm keeping away from saturated fats and using healthy ones. Plus I run which should keep my heart good.

Unfortunately my girls aren't coming on. Half of that is fake. Without them in I'm 95% man with moobs unfortunately. Hence why I don't believe in HRT right now and basically hate this body. I wish I could put a DNR on myself so if I do habe heart issues they do nothing!

You're very sweet. Thanks for being kind.  I don't deserve kindness from anyone. I deserve the bullying and trolling get because they're right. I'm man, will never be a woman and im mentally ill. A hattrick.

[davina61]

Now that is the seat of your "problem", you need to let the inner you out. The inner Charlotte, you have left "boy mode" behind so just go with it my dear. Give it time, you need some patience as changes creep up on you. HRT is no magic over night fix, its slow magic!

[Stottie Girl]

Time, time, time! Give it time Charlotte! If I could wave a magic wand for you I would but I can't!

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

I always wake up ultra depressed unfortunately. But my meds are stimulating so can't take them before bed so I don't wake up feeling really down.

I feel a bit better at the moment.

I think the problem also is I'm desperate for reasons to want to keep living, just anything that will make me happy. But I'm not finding many most days as I think I'm numb to anything that most people enjoy or get excitement from. It's then very easy to get down about, well pretty much anything.

Charlotte X

[ChrissyRyan]

How about going to more of those events you like attending?

Sometimes looking forward to events is stimulating and builds excitement.


Chrissy

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

I'm going to Bournemouth next weekend with my partner for a long weekend as its my birthday next Thursday and his the Monday after that weekend. I desperately need those few days with him to rest my mind and just leave everything behind. I just hope it doesn't suddenly decide to rain after all this sunshine.

I go to furry meet each month as that's when they are held. I guess feeling permanently tired doesn't help with excitement as most things now just feel like a hassle.

[davina61]

Looking for something to do this weekend, come down to the Upton Blues festival. Its not just blues music (in fact you might have a job finding any!) but with over 14 stages/venues, loads of bands and singers, stalls, food stalls and a car show there is something for everyone. Best bit its free!!! Only about 1/2 hr drive for you as well.

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

Thanks Davina, but i don't really want to go anywhere with lots of people how I feel right now. I don't feel comfortable in myself tbh